I wrote a post today. It bares my soul. But it feels too raw to publish. I’m leaving it marked as private. I need to live with it for a while before I can feel comfortable enough to publish it. I may never publish it. I haven’t decided yet.
When I started blogging years ago (it’s my 8 year blogaversary by the way, yay me!) it was with the knowledge that I’d be baring my soul to strangers. Inviting them into my life. And I’ve never had a problem with that. But these days I seem to be creeping closer and closer to a point where my real life and my anonymous blogging life could possibly collide, and I’m not sure how much of my life I want to be out there.
Is it weird that I’m more than comfortable blogging about ttc and my girly bits than I am about money? I live tweeted the birth of my second child for pete’s sake! How could a little thing like money be too embarrassing to blog about? I don’t know the answer to that. I just know what i feel.